not sure.

today a girl told me that she hadn't heard of fleetwood mac before. and when i asked if she'd heard the song landslide, she told me matter of factly that the dixie chicks sang that song. another friend told me deadly serious that his favorite movie was the girl next door.

i'm not speaking with either of them anymore.

i just got over being sick. that's not true. i still am but almost done. hopefully tomorrow i will wake up and feel like a ten thousand dollar bill which i'm sure feels pretty good.

life right now feels very surreal. not sure if it's the weird lamp on my table or the french cold medicine i took an hour or two ago but everything seems very strange.

it could also be this awfully colored room. it's like snufflupagus from sesame street ate a bunch of mik and oranges and then become violently ill, spraying all sorts of filth out of his snuffly trunk onto my walls.

it really is disgusting.